April 2011
March 2011
I have missed out on too much.
I want everything I have ever dreamed of, and I will make it happen. Nobody will stand in my way of achieving the goals I have set for myself. I WILL make a better life for my boys, even if I have to do it all on my own.
I feel like all I do is give give give give GIVE
and do everything to make everyone else happy. And I’ve realized it hasn’t done a damn thing for me but give me a shit ton of frustration. My family can’t even care anymore.
So today was goooood.
Katie came over and hung out with me cause we are both pretty sick. We drove across town just to get the best slurpees in town for our sore throats. I love Katie. We have had our rough spots but she means a lot to me and she was my first best friend. She grew up with me. Her family is my family, and my family is her family. I needed her company today, it pulled me out of this depressing mood I’ve been it and took my mind off of feeling like shit.
Today was nice to say the least. And technically its the 28th so its Sethys birthday and he is finally 21. So wish him a happy birthday!
I wish my guy wanted to be here to take care of me. I need a hot shower and some sleep.
:l Goodnight.
I haven't been this sick in years.
I have a fever of 103, cold chills, yet Im burning up, I can’t stop shaking, I have those aweful body aches, and I feel like Im going to puke.
I hate this. Make it go away.
